Darn my resolutions. Darn my struggle to lose weight. DARN my sore muscles that made me not want to get out of bed this morning (not to mention DARN that baby monitor that tells me that Caylee is awake at 6:00 AM)! I'm biking 10 miles each day on the bike already. I'm rather impressed since it's been almost a year since I was on the bike like that.
Last night, while I was laying on the floor in pain, I told myself that I CAN DO THIS! It may hurt like hell, but I can push through that pain. I've done things so much harder than this. 8 years ago, I had just found out that my ex husband didn't love me anymore but still wanted to live together. 8 years ago, I made the decision to leave him and file for divorce. That was my worst nightmare (at the time) come true. It was the most pain I've ever been in. But I did it. I can do anything after that. Especially working out.
And I did it. My goal is to lose 40 pounds this year. If I work hard enough, I may lose 50! That would be a dream come true for me. I'm tired of struggling with my image of my body. I'm tired of being the heavy sister. I'm tired of being embarrased for my husband when we're out together. I CAN DO THIS! This year is going to be the year. I'm going to kick some major butt. My butt.
2 comments:
you can do it Cat! you can and you will!
You go girl! I think that is awesome! I didn't work out today because I have a little bit of a cold but darn it tomorrow it won't hold me back! Thanks for the inspiration and good luck!
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