Another crappy day. It's now 11:00 PM, and I cannot sleep because my head is killing me. The ringing in my ears has gotten progressively worse, to where I now cannot decipher soft noises.
I think I watch too much Grey's Anatomy, and E.R. before it. There are all kinds of problems running through my mind - perhaps the increased ringing is from stress? I will admit it - at this point, I am scared.
I held my sweet Jocey today and she told me how much she loved to cuddle me. Please God, please let me be okay to cuddle with her for a very long time. I took a moment today to cuddle both my girls, to look in their eyes in hopes that they know how much I love them, in hopes that if something happens to me they will remember their mommy. We went to Sam's Club tonight to buy some socks for me and Jon, and as we drove home, Jocey asked me to cuddle her again tonight. I was glad we were in the car, facing forward, in the dark so that she could not see the tears streaming down my face.
This may be me being a hypochondriac, but again, I am scared.
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Please tell me that you've gone or are going to the doctor! Now you have ME scared!!!
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